November 15th, 2010

She was tired and angry. She had been waiting for him for almost three hours. She had INF class soon and also a test which she was not prepared for. All he had said was, ''I'm coming back soon'' and that was it. She had expected him to come back in fifteen minutes but when it reached the two hour mark, she already had stream coming out of her ears. She hated waiting. What made this situation worse was that they were in the middle of a conversation when he got the phone call. All he said was, "I'm coming back soon''.

She stood up from the bed and went over to the table where her gold purse was. She decided to leave the room and go for her class. She opened the purse and saw she had 5 meal tickets inside. ''That would be enough for pizza and a few drinks'' she thought. Times were hard but whenever they saw the opportunity, they treated themselves to hot pizza and cold drinks. It would affect them later but for the mean time, they had to eat. And pizza looked like a good choice here.

She picked up her pen and tore a sheet of paper from her notebook.
"Gone for my class. Will be back right after. P.S Where the hell are you???
After looking over the note, she folded it and placed it on his bed. She picked up her notebook and purse and left the room with a slam.

Class was canceled. She was happy yet angry at the same time. She had spent most of her day reading for that test. As she was walking back from the Arts and Sciences building, her tummy rumbled. She thought of the meal tickets in her purse and and decided to buy pizza. He would like the treat too. She was still angry at him for leaving her waiting for three hours but he probably had a good reason. For his sake, she was wishing he did.

With chicken pizza and three bottles of sprite in hand, she walked to his room. She was listening to Rihanna's new album Loud, and so far, it was really good. She was listening to ''What's my name?' when she reached the door and knocked on it. Nobody answered. ''Maybe he's asleep.'' she thought. She knocked louder and still no one came. She stopped the music on her phone and tired calling him. He didn't pick the call. Now she was really angry.

She dropped the pizza and drinks in his friend's room and started walking around dorm looking for him. She had already gone to all his regular places. Well, except one room. That was the game room. Boys went there to play Street Fighter, Tekken and loads of other video games. She liked them and didn't mind that he played them, but if he was there all this time she was waiting for him, he had gone a bit too far.

He was there alright. They had just beaten him in Street Fighter and his friends were laughing at him. He had his boyish smile which he loved. She stood there and stared at him. He was standing right in the middle of the room and holding a PS3 pad. Even though she was angry, she couldn't help but smile at him.

He saw her and immediately came over. He was in the middle of a match but as soon as he saw her, he dropped the pad and came to her.
"Hey"
She gave him a cold look which chilled his spine.
"Hey to you. So this is where you have been?''
''What do you mean, I've only been here for an hour."
"An hour? You left me in your room for three hours. Three hours!!!! I haven't added the fact that I have gone for my INF class and back. You have some nerve saying that.''
"I'm so sorry. I didn't know I had spent so long.''
"Yeah, yeah yeah. That's what they all say." She turned around and walked away.
He followed her. She had walked over to get the pizza and drinks. He watched her in silence and followed her downstairs to his room. She stood and watched as he fumbled with the key and opened the door.

''Deola, I'm so sorry. Please forgive me. I didn't mean to leave you like that."
She looked up at him and back to the bed. The note remained in the same position. He didn't see the note. She sighed and turned to him.
''Dayo, It's okay. Let's forget about this and eat. " She opened the bag of drinks and started to arrange them in the fridge.
''I got sprite for you. I know that's your favorite drink. And also ...''
Suddenly, she felt a hand on her shoulder. The hand turned her around and she was facing him. She was scared and started to struggle.
"I love you.''
Huh? This was Dayo Omidiran talking. He was known as AUN's finest male prostitute. Every semester, there was a new girl in the picture. It was a wonder to all her friends when she told them that Dayo was her new boyfriend. She never expected to hear the words, 'I love you' from his mouth.

''I said I love you and I'm very serious. No girl has ever made me feel this way. I love you.''
His hands fell away and she took a step forward.
"I love you too Dayo."

Later, as they sat down and ate pizza together, she thought about all her past boyfriends and the way they treated her. She remembered all the bad decisions she made with them and how it all backfired on her. She remembered how Dayo was always there for her and how she had his shoulder to cry on. She had made the right choice in going out with him.

She looked up and saw him staring. Right then, she reached over and gave him a kiss on the lips.
"What was that for?''
"That is for being the best thing that has ever happened to me."
He laughed and took her hand in his.

"I love you Deola.''
''I love you too Dayo.''
No one was as lucky as these two people. They had not reached the end yet, but they had already won.


Note-Sorry for the long post, just felt like being senti and posting a story about my boyfriend. Being away from him has this effect on me. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed the post!!!
Until next time ...

Fausat

Labake

Deola

So ya ..

Song of the moment-What's my name? By Rihanna and Drake (every time I blog, I will have a song of the moment, book of the moment, you know stuff like that :D )

So ya I'm here again .. I know I promised that I would blog every week but I didn't blog last week and the week before. I have a perfectly good explanation tho ... EXAMS!!! I was swamped in them. So many papers to write, so many books to read and cram ... it was sad. Dayo thought I was going crazy. I finished yesterday with Western history which went well .. now I have time for me, Dayo and my blog.

So far, I have had so much drama in my life. One useless little thing wanted to take Dayo away from me and 'do' him. Ha! She was so pathetic and sad. Sending text messages and calling. She was so desperate to the extend she tried kissing him and actually removed her top!!! How cheap and desperate can you get???? Well, knowing the boyfriend I have, he said no all the time she tried all these things. The last thing she tried was threating him that if they don't have sex, she will tell me about 'd kiss'. She was going to make-up an imaginary kiss to break me and Dayo up!!!! How fucking stupid and retarded could you be??? What she didn't know was that I knew everything from the beginning. I mean everything. I was laughing with Dayo as the texts came in, i was laughing at her as she paraded herself in front of him. Why didn't meet her to treat her fuck up? Well, I wanted watch her stupidity. I knew Dayo wouldn't do anything with her so I wanted to watch her beg and be pathetic. A method many wouldn't approve but I enjoyed myself. She was such good fun to watch. In the end, she sent me a text saying that Dayo 'kissed' her and she hoped we could move pass it and she wished I could forgive her. I laughed so hard I was rolling on the floor and crying. What a stupid, cheap whore ...

Apart from that thing, I have really good news. I got interviewed for an internship job I applied for yesterday. It was so cool. She was really nice to me and the interview went really well. I could tell she liked me (as really, what's there not to like lol) and she said she would call me back. If i get this job, I'm spending my summer in New York , working for Social Dairy Daily. I would be part of a team of people formulating an ad campaign to put them out there. Its a magazine that has stories of human interest. Its not about fashion, beauty or anything like that. Its more of a motivational magazine targeted towards serious minded people. I really hope I get the job, it would be really be an honor to work for them.

So ya .. that's it for now .. oh ya .. i'm gonna be in Lagos on Friday .. back to civilization with goooooooooooood food! I need to eat well again ... I've lost weight mhen ..

But I'm gonna miss Dayo .. he shuttles between Osogbo and Lagos but he said he will try his best and spend most of his holiday in Lagos. That would be so awesome!!! I really can't wait for this holiday to begin. All my friends are coming back from Yankee and Jand and the parties will be off the hook!!! There's no party like a Lagos party!!!

So that's it for now .. I promise to blog next week .. I'll be at home and I will prolly have some interesting stories to tell .. or maybe not...

Ya, I want to try something new here, tell me what you want me to blog about. It could be anything from sex to school, I mean anything. Leave your suggestions below and I will get back to ya.

So until then ...

Fausat

Labake

Deola

A new beginning ...

And I blog again ...

Its been so freaking long since I've blogged!!! As in really, really really long!!! I miss it soooooooooooo bad! I will never leave my readers again! I'm so sorry! I really am ... wait ... you don't believe me ... now I'm gonna cry ... actually, I'm just going to continue typing.

So what's up people? What have you guys been up to since I've left? Its been like what ... 8 months? Yeah, I haven't blogged since April of this year. No, I wasn't lying around being lazy, or being a maid in my mother's house or even writing papers and stuff. I was living life and now I'm here to blog about it.

What have I been up to? Well, the summer hols involved me being a maid to my mother and dealing with my father. Both of them have this uncanny habit of annoying me. My brother on the other hand, was just being himself; annoying. Seems like all my family members annoy the hell out of me. Thats just how they roll.

School on the other hand ..... very very interesting. Came to school this semester with the aim of getting a 3.5 gpa and a brother on my back (he joined me in AUN this fall). So far, my brother is still acting like an immature twat and my academics is going on pretty well (and when I mean pretty well, I mean I'm drowning in papers and assignments due every hour).

What's different about me now ... I have a new boyfriend. Ya ... Yemi is well ... long long long story for later but the main ish is, I have a new boyfriend. You guys remember Dayo Omidiran, my really good friend who I blogged about before? Well, that's him. We started going out like 2 months ago and so far so good. I won't come here and start typing stuff about how he's the 'one' and 'the world revolves around him' crap but all I will say that it feels right to be with him and I wouldn't want it any other way.

Well, you guys have it. An update about my life so far. From now on, I will try to upload a new post here every Monday and on my other blog every Friday. Gives me time to type out everything and also do my school work.

So untill next time .....

Fausat

Labake

Deola

P.S My bday is in 3 days (Thrusday Dec 2nd) I'm turning 20!!!!

Music....

"After silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music"
Aldous Huxley

I love music. I love my type of music (indie, alternative and emo rock). To me, the words and beats are emotions. Most of the music I listen to are written by the artists and it portrays the real emotions they are going through. This is my kind of music. I'm a very emotional person so this type of music is just right for me.

I downloaded two songs today by a guy called B.o.B which I thought was rap. I don't really like rap but when I heard the two songs, I was hooked. The first song was 'Airplanes' featuring my fav song writer, Hayley Williams. It was a blend of alternative and rap. It just struck a chord with me and it just spoke to me. The song is about how he wishes airplanes could shooting stars because he really needs a wish. He also want to use the wish to go back to when things were simple and easy. Thats exactly what I want (not the airplane part but the going back to easy part of life thing). Things are so complicated and hard right now. I just want things to be easy and simple again.

The second song is "Nothing on you" featuring Bruno Mars. Don't really know the other guy but the song is so sweet. As the name goes, he is telling the girl that so what if so many girls likes him, they have nothing on her. As I heard the song, I just imagined Yemi singing it to me. He has something similar to me like that before. When he had numerous admirers and girls chasing him, I was so sad that I was losing him. In the end, everything worked out well. We are still together and he still says that those girls have "nothin on me".

B.o.B has helped me today get a bit out of my rut. Thanks a lot. I promise I will buy or download your album when it comes out. You have helped me smile. :)

Fausat

Labake

Deola

GOOD NEWS!!!!

SO FUCKING HAPPY RITE NOW!!!! GOT SOME GOOD NEWS--->YEMI DOESN'T HAVE TO DO SURGERY ANYMORE!!! YAAAAYY!!! :D

SO HAPPY FOR HIM!!! WILL BLOG MORE LATER!

Fausat

Labake

Deola

Been a while...

Been away for a while and I haven't blogged for a while. I haven't had any proper human connection since Wednesday night. I wasn't sick (was a bit but that's a different thing). The two most important people in the world to me (Yemi and Coco) fell sick at the same time.

Coco started first. Yemi and I took her to the clinic and she was felling a bit better and we took her back to dorm. That evening, she refused to eat or take her drugs. She pissed me off and I left her. That evening while with Yemi and his friends, he had an attack. He kinda fainted in the middle of cafe. Dayo and some other people took him to clinic where he was writhing in pain. About ten minutes later, Coco was brought in by other people. The situation almost made me crazy. Both of them where writhing in pain and all I could do or say is "Sorry". I felt useless.

Coco was released on Friday and Yemi was released in Saturday (yesterday). I'm so happy that they are so much better and I hope nothing happens again. This experience almost caused me to fall deathly ill (thank God that didn't happen) If anything like this happens again, I probably will be next to them on the hospital bed in pain.

Fausat

Labake

Deola

Pandora's Box

Do you guyz know the Greek myth about Pandora's box? If you do, you will understand what my post this morning is all about. If you don't, lemme give a bit of history.

In Greek mythology, Pandora was the first woman. The Gods created her by giving her unique gifts and all. To cut the story short, she was given this box (it was actually a jar but we have modernized the story) in which she should never open. Pandora reminded me of myself here. Never tell me not to do something or else i will do it. It's called curiosity. She opened the box later and unleashed many terrible things on mankind,illness, toils, famine. She tried closing it back but it couldn't be done. As she cried, a little wisp of smoke came out. It was hope. It told her not to cry that hope would be there to help all of mankind through all the toils and troubles she opened on them.

Sorry, it's kinda long but you have to get the story before you will understand my problem. In my mind, I had a box. Sealed and never to be opened again. That box contained memories of my past relationship (Ismaila). Last night, I had to open the box to help someone (more on that later). All the memories that I had vowed never to think about again flooded my brain. It was like a cd player that had no stop button. I tried to block it out, but it didn't work.

How do you burn memories in your brain?

Like Pandora, I tried my best to close it but it was too late. It was already out there and there was no way of cramming memories back into the box. Like Pandora too, I had hope. Yemi represents hope to me. Though he didn't know what was really wrong with me, I know he will always be there for me.

I'm still trying to close the box. Memories are like that. They are always there. You can push them at the back of your mind but once you open the box, it's as fresh as the first time.

Fausat

Labake

Deola

A free Monday

Yup! There's no school today. The Lamido of Adamawa state died yesterday and in honor to pay respects for him, no classes. I never knew there was a Lamido of Adamawa. The school had arranged for students to go to the palace and give condolences. I'm not going. There is no water and besides, I'm too lazy to get out of bed.

Paramore is my all time favorite band. The lead singer, Haley Williams, is so so cool!!! She has bright orange hair and her song writing rocks! There new album, Brand New Eyes, just speaks to my soul. Each song on that album just relates to me and here is why:-

1. Ignorance-Reminds of some friends, they don't know the truth and sit in their own little world. Being ignorant about the world and the realities around them.

My favorite line from the song, "Ignorance is your new best friend"

2. Brick by Boring Brick-Reminds me some friends again, but this time, they build up these lies and keep themselves in this high place where they think they can't be touched. It's a matter of time before the castle falls all around them.

My favorite line from the song, "Make sure to build your house brick by boring brick or the wolves gonna blow it down"

3. The Only Exception-Reminds me of Yemi. He is the only exception. I never really believed in love. My parents helped me in that department. (Story for another day)

My favorite lines,"You are the only exception" "Leave me with proof that this is not a dream"

4.Misguided Ghosts-about leaving your comfort zone and going to find yourself. I don't think I have found my inner self yet and one day I know I have to leave to do that.

My favorite line, "I am told that this is life, pain is just a simple compromise, so we can get what we want out of it"

5.All I Wanted-About a love relationship on the rocks. All she wanted out of it was him. All I want is him.

My favorite lines,"All I wanted was you" "Wake up early to black and white reruns that escape from my mouth" "I can follow you to the beginning just to relive the start"

6.Playing God-Reminds me of my Mom and a particular person. About being a hypocrite and seeing your self as being all mighty and perfect.

My favorite lines, "Next time you point a finger, I'll have to bend it back or break it, break it off"

I also love the second verse-

"If God's the game that you're playing

Well we must get more acquainted

Because it has to be so lonely

To be the only one who's holy

It's just my humble opinion

But it's one that I believe in

You don't deserve a point of view

If the only thing you see is you"

7. Turn it off-About finding out that the safe place you are in, that person you trusted so much, has a lot of demons hiding inside. Found that out about some people a while ago.

My favorite line, "The worst part is that before it gets any better, we are heading for a cliff, in the free fall I'll realize that I'm better off at the bottom."

8. Feeling Sorry-About trying to hook up with that past flame, who is fronting. You can't continue feeling sorry, it's their loss. I have never been in this situation before but believe me if he is fronting, then I'm moving on.

My favorite line, "I feel no sympathy, you live inside a cave" "There is nothing to apologize, i'm really tired of feeling sorry."

9. Looking up-About how things in life are getting better. My life is getting better, way way way better.

My favorite line, "Things are looking up, finally, I thought I'd never see the day, where you'd smile at me"

So that ends my post about Paramore, the best band in the world.

Fausat

Labake

Deola

My Weekend

The weekend has ended and Monday looms. My weekend has been... interesting, yeah thats the word.

Friday-consisted of me and Yemi having a long since overdue conversation about some issues we have. I hate having conversations like this and I tend to avoid them but that just causes more problems. After we finished, we joined 4:18 members in video gaming in cafeteria. They are having a gaming competition and to promote it, they bring four big LCD TVs, PS3s and Xbox's so that people can play and register. I love playing fighting games, Street Fighter, Soul Calibur, Takean (i cant spell it well but you get my point) and wresting. My brother is the soul reason I play fighting games. We are the only two children from my mom and my brother needed someone to play against. Right now, i play like a guy though i don't beat all the guys i play against but i'm learning.

Saturday-Spent some of it in bed. I went to bed by 3 and I woke up by 8. I don't know why my body system is going out of wack but i still slept again till like 12. When i woke up, i had this feeling that i just HAD to be with Yemi. He was still sleeping and i had to wait for him to wake up. So I waited for him to wake up and he came online. He told me he was hungry and I made a meal of indomine for him. Went over with it and we spent some time together. I felt so close to him again. We were just watching Supernatural together on his and that's all I needed to feel close to him. From there, we went to Paul Avenza's house off campus. Every Saturday, 4:18 members with some friends go to his house and let loose. Me and Yemi found a semi-empty room and had a serious make-out session. Around 3:30, he had an attack. I was so scared. Effiong (4:18 member), packed all of us into Paul's jeep (another 4:18 guy) and we all went to school. Dropped me in my dorm and Yemi in his dorm. I was so tired that I fell asleep with my clothes on.


So that's how I roll (lol). Yemi is better now and I'm going to see him later. I have to find something to do or eles I'm going to die of boredom.

P.S- I finally have a signature.

Fausat

Labake

Deola

Tests....

This week in the space of three days, I had five tests. My brain is still trying to recover from it. After writing all these tests, i excepted some good scores. Well, i didn't get what i wanted. I try to push myself to read and pass but this just means i have to work harder. Below are the monster tests and the scores i received for them:-


INF 201- I'm not saying this cos I'm too sad
CMD 232- 75%- was the highest in class but still not my best
CMD 220- 43 :(
CMD 208- 84 (everybody says the score is probably wrong so im goin to meet him later)
CIV 101- Don't know yet but i hope it's good

So this just means i really, really have to work hard. I know when assignments come, i am going to do better.

Fav love song....

I've ranted this morning about my key and stuff. I was just listening to my iTunes when it hit on a song, "The Only Exception" by Paramore. Firstly, i love this band, they are so cool. Secondly, the song reminds me about Yemi. It's my favorite love song and immediately i heard it, i calmed down and i'm no more angry. It just reminded me of him.

Yemi Jimoh is the only exception.....

RANT!!!!

I'M HERE TO RANT, SHOUT, SCREAM OR CALL IT WHATEVER YOU WANT!!!

i FREAKING CAN'T FIND MY KEY. I'M CLUMSY AND SOMETIMES FORGETFUL, BUT I KNOW WHERE I KEEP MY THINGS. MY KEY WAS WITH ME ON MY BED STAND LAST NIGHT AND NOW IT'S GONE!!! I SEARCHED EVERYWHERE FOR IT AND STILL COULDN'T FIND IT. WOKE UP THIS MORNING, WENT TO THE DORM ASSISTANT AND SHE SAID 'COME BACK LATER, YOU WOKE ME UP" IS THAT MY FAULT?!?! FUCKING COME AND OPEN MY FUCKING WARDROBE. NOW IVE MISSED MY FIRST CLASS BECAUSE I WOKE THE PRINCESS UP. FUCK HER!!! FUCK THE PERSON THAT TOOK MY KEY!!! IF IT WHO I THINK IT IS, THAT BITCH HAS IT COMING. I SWEAR I WILL BITCH SLAP AND ASS-WOOP THAT THING! FOR THE FIRST TIME I WILL BEAT SOMEONE IN THIS SKOOL!!! GIVE ME MY KEY BACK YOU BITCH!!!!

That felt much, much better! But still, i'm not happy. :(

This thing sef....

For a while now, i have been experiencing alot of pain on my left side. Near my heart but not exactly there, u get? What da fu*k is wrong with me.....this pain is so bad that i didn't go to class on Friday because of it (no this is not an excuse, i'm actually serious). Yemi is like i should go to the doctor but what am i going to say "Excuse me doctor, i have side pain." Thats the only thing and the doctor will just give me pain killers. I want to know the cause. It's actually really annoying. AGGG!!!!

Wish me luck as i try not to die.....OUCH!!!

New Week...

Hello all!!!
So it's Monday again and a new week means new things, new challenges.....I have four tests in the space of two days and i hope not to suffer major brain damage from the notes i shall be cramming in my brain.

This weekend was a bit annoying....Yemi got drunk as hell and it was annoying. He was walking up and down, saying rubbish and i had to help. I've been drunk before and he helps but i actually feel his pain. I haven't gotten drunk since the beginning of this semester and i don't intend on getting drunk at all. I wish he would stop drinking, it's bad for his heart.

His heart. Yemi has been thinking so much about his condition and its really affecting me. I want to be there for him but yet not smother him. I want him to understand that i will be there for him no matter what. I want him to do the surgery but there is a 50 50 percent chance of it working. I want him to be fixed....i hate that he is in pain so much. When he was in the hospital like a few weeks ago, i wrote so much (i write poems and notes down about current situations happening). I cried so much....it's as if i'm the one in pain and not him. I want him to get better. I love him so much

So what am i going to do about it? I'll try to convince him to do the surgery and go to India. His friend Aliu, went there for his surgery and now he's better. Because of the surgery thing, he could transfer and leave AUN. I don't want that to happen but if it is for him to get better, then he should leave. I don't want him to leave but......it's for his health. When the time comes, i will have to let go and that i know will be the hardest thing i will ever have to do.

Dis feeling.....

I hate being alone. When i say that people think i can't stay without being in a relationship. Why don't people look beyond the surface and read between the lines?

When i mean, "i hate being alone', i hate it when i have this feeling of, 'everyone's is gone and they left me behind' or me sitting alone doing nothing. The feeling of the walls closing in on you or the emptiness you see in a room scare the sh!t out of me. I used to be anorexic and during the winter holidays i started relapsing...because i was feeling alone.

Sometimes you can feel so alone in a crowd. Sometimes you can be having the time of your life and you suddenly realize that something is just wrong. Sometimes you can be so alone, tears cannot comfort you. I've felt so alone before, i went to the bathroom at intervals to cry. At that moment, you don't need a relationship to make you feel whole, you don't need friend to help you. You need to look within yourself and dig yourself out of that hole. It might be hard but once you do that, you won't feel so lonely anymore. The world you looked at with so much sadness and grief will turn into a happy place again.

The Best boyfriend in the world!!!

When people read this title they will be like, "mine's the best" and more stuff like dat. But believe me, i think Yemi Jimoh is the best boyfriend ever!!! Why do i say that???

Yesterday, i went to do my hair and i dragged him along to the salon with me. He didn't want to go but in the end he agreed and came with me. He was bored and his Ipod was not working. So he just sat there and waited for me to finish my hair.His female friends came to do their hair and they left before me. My hair would naturally take like 2 or 3 hours to do. But some complications came up from the weave and the long line of people. So it took 6 hours to do my hair. And guess what? He waited. He stayed in the salon for me!!! I could see the anger and the boredom on his face as i was doing it. After everything, he gave me a smile and said "It was worth the wait"

What more do i want???

I love Yemi Jimoh!!!

It's been a while i know. But alot of things have happened since i have last blogged. Yemi had a heart attack. Yeah, he''s 19 and he has heart attacks. So from Monday night to Yesterday morning, i was in the hospital with him. I naturally don't like hospitals and i don't know what to say to sick people. But it's Yemi so i forget all these problems i have and go and set up base in the hospital room. I practically live there. People ask me, does he care? Well, i know he does but this is a sign of devotion from me to him. So this shows i care. No one forces me to do this. He was discharged yesterday and he's feeling better.

AUN, my wonderful, wonderful school (note the sarcasm) increased school fees at about 35%. Do they think my parents pluck money from trees!? AUN students rioted and no one went to class yesterday! I was there and i could finally see the united spirit of AUN students. I totally disagree with this increase. My father is old and retired and he is supporting me and my brother. My bro wants to come here. I don't think this will be the best place for him. My dad might not be able to afford it. Going aboard is so much cheaper than coming here. I going to help my bro apply for schools.Its just for me to convince my father to allow him to go.

So, now i have a long email to send to my dad.......

Last night, me and yemi were in a friend's room. We were watching 'how i met your mother' and 'family guy'. Funny shit!!! Anyway, he wasn't feeling so well so he was lying down under a blanket and he was sleeping. He was looking soooooooooo cute! But that's beside the point. The people we came to visit, Bash and Malz went out and brought pizza back. I LOVE pizza (tho AUN pizza is kinda bad, i take what i get). But i have a little problem, i'm allergic to milk......i get these horrible hives and my skin swells up and turns red. Yemi has been trying to help me control it and forbids me from eating pastries. I haven't eaten any milk product for 2 days (hey i tired) and yemi's like 'don't eat that'. I'm freakin hungry and the smell from the box was powerful. I begged him to eat (yeah im like that) and he's like eat it and don't you ever bother me again about your allergies. He goes on to say, 'i don't care what you do any more'. That gets me thinking. He doesn't care any more......i know where he is coming from. He has been trying to convince me to stop eating pastries and stuff and he is tired of talking. Though he isn't meant to say 'i don't care anymore' cos that hurt that he doesn't care what happens to me anymore. But then i looked at something else. If Yemi doesn't care, and i don't care, then who in the world os going to care about me anymore??? I came alone to the world, i didn't drag any caretaker with me from above. I have to care for myself. I know this but i just decided that people should care for me......i'm a dependent person. I have to change that. I depend on Yemi but i have to be independent to a certain level. This is deep stuff i still don't understand and i'm trying to think about. I was angry at him for saying that but at the same time i was grateful cos he woke me up-----no one will care about you except you care for your self.

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So i'm in my INF class, i don't know how to explain why i hate dis class but i hate it SO much!!! It annoys me that i have to do dis class as a prerequisite for INF class (420). But thats by the way....

Agg! Got nothing to write about now so i'll blog more later.....MWAH!!! :-)

I'm done with classes for today and i'm in my room. I'm listening to the mix tape i made for Yemi and feeling very in the love mood right now. The perfume set he gave me is sitting right in front of me, on my bed stead and i'm just staring at it. Everything happened so quickly and happened so fast. A year ago i was a mess, stuck in a horrible relationship. I see my ex now, he has another girlfriend, i'm happy he has moved on. I just hope he won't put that girl what he put me through. What did he put me through? That's a story for another day.....

So i'm in love. Do and don't mind what they all say about love. The sky looks the same to me, the grass is the same green it has been since. But inside me, i know somethings up. I know my mind has shifted to a whole new perspective. I actually don't know how to define how i'm feeling but every time i see him, and i can swear, every time, a ton of bricks fall on me and i fall in love again. He's just so.....i dunno how to describe it, how to explain in normal words, how to comprehend how I've been surviving without him. I can't do without him. I love him sometimes i wonder if my body can contain how i feel. Okay, i'm getting too emotional here. But the bottom line here is that i love Yemi Jimoh, not high school love, ignorant of reality, but real, pure love. The one that makes you smile before you sleep and makes you laugh as you wake up.

Vals Pic!!!

This is the poster I made for him...the printed out version looks way ugly but the original looks way better. Enjoy!!!

VALS DAY!!!

Yup dat day is here. The day that guys shed out lots of dough to buy their girlfriends the best gift that they can find. I happen to be somebody that has never been given a valentine gift before. Yeah you can quote me. All the guys tot i was too much of a buddy than a girlfriend. But finally, someone actually looked at me and tot 'she could be my girlfriend'. I remember my last Valentine's Day. My ex boyfriend(Ismaila) broke up with me. Yeah he broke up with me on Vals Day. But that has passed and i'm happy with Yemi.

Yemi gave me:
a white teddy bear (it's soooooooooooo cute!!!)
Elizabeth Arden 5th Avenue perfume set
Elizabeth Arden small perfume set (you know those ones that has like 10 different perfumes)
a photo album to keep pictures inside

I gave him:
A mont blanc watch
Unforgivable by Sean John perfume set
a mix tape of love songs he reminds me of
a card
a poster of both of us

Out of everything i gave him, he says that he likes the poster the best. Out of all the stuff, i love the teddy bear. I'm addicted to them and this is my third one from him.

My first Vals day was a success. I love my boyfriend not cos of what he gave me but for the fact he appreciates me and took out time to buy me something to show that he loves me. I love Yemi Jimoh!!!

Party!!!

Yesterday nite/dis morning was fun!!! The 4:18 crew i was talking about before, kidnapped me and i helped them decorate the hall they were using for the event (i enter for free as a token) Watched my boyfriend perform, which was okay but he had an attack. Oh ya i didn't tell you, he has heart problems so he has to be really careful or else he gets these pain attacks in his heart. So sha, it was fun but i started having a raging headache when the after party started. So i didn't really dance. i wanted to dance so badly but my head was aching. Yemi is just the best thing that has happened to me. He took me back to my dorm, acting all cute and protective. I love that boy so much. I'm happy he his mine!!!

It's Friday!!!

Woohoo!!! It's Friday!!! I'm going out to get my hair did.....lol! Well, tonite dere is this valentine show being hosted by an entertainment crew in my school called 4:18. All the people in the crew are my good friends and i have to go. Yemi (have i ever mentioned his name, well dats it) is taking me and i have the perfect outfit. I sound like a girl. Well i am but i hate doing this whole, pink, dresses and stuff like that. I'm a tom boy and i like being like that.

In class at this moment and i'm blogging, may God help my soul!!!

School...

School today is dry for me. My African history teacher is not coming so that's gone. We are so many students in my public speaking class that i don't think he will notice i'm missing. But then i have an afternoon class-INF 201. That bloody class. That class that i had a test for and i didn't read and i still failed. I hate that class, so boring!!! As in, i just hate him (d guy teaching it) and i hate the class!!!

I'm trying to organize the mix tape i want to give him. Very confused cos most of the songs i want to put on it are by guys. So i dunno whether i should put the songs i wanted originally or i should change the songs......

The title of my blog.....

Yeah...d title is 'my not-so boring life'. Well, d only reason that's d title is cos i want pple to see my blog and be like, "Wow, a lot of cool things really happen to her, i must read her blog". I want to attract pple to it. Well, i don't have an exciting life which is full of intrigue and drama. My life is actually the opposite of the title. My life is very boring. Nothing important happens to me. I wish i had an exciting life but all my wishes refused to come true (all except one....hehe).

Yeah, pretty random, I'm listening to Avril Lavinge's song 'Innocence'. I love that song!!!

INF test......

ok...im in like deep shit now. I have a test rilly soon and i can't read the power point slides cos of a stupid password malfunction!!! AGGG!! I don't know anything in this class (it's sumthin about information systems nd stuff) and i don't even pay attention in class. I'm like soooooo fucked up!!! What am i going to do?!?! I 'm a good child and i've stopped cheating. Wait, dere is hope!!! Claire (a fresher in my class) sent me her id nd password! I shall read and pass...YAYY!!!

Culture....

So im in inter-cultural class now and it got me thinking....wat is my true culture? My name is Deola which makes me Yoruba...but it doesn't give me a free pass to say i'm yoruba. I have never been to my native town in Ogun State. I understand my language but i sound horrible speaking it. So am i truly a yoruba girl. I don't dress like one (im wearing jeans with a top and my hair has a 'hippy' look to it). I don't act like one. So am i truly a yoruba girl? No. Like my boyfriend will say, my deep structure is not African, it's European. I think, act and behave like a European, but i look like an African. Does that make me European? That is, i should start claiming that i'm a white person instead of saying i'm black. Well, my answer is that i'm a hybrid. I'm a mixture of both European and African culture. I'm not proud of the fact that i don't know my own language but at least i understand it. I'm not proud that my wardrobe consists of mostly jeans, but i have several dresses made out of the local 'ankara' material. I don't follow all the norms of yoruba culture, but when i see an elder yoruba people, i know i have to greet. All this boils down to how you understand your culture and how you portray yourself.

Vals...

Went out with my friend and boyfriend today.....she went to buy her laptop nd we escorted her...we were talking about Valentine's day.....i freakin don't kno what to get him!!! I'm really bad once it comes to gifts (i have given someone a pair of socks). I need advice nd pple said i shld gt perfume, a watch, nd so on. I really wish sum1 will point me into the right direction!

My first blog

in class rite now.....writing for mass-media.....dont like the teacher (Mbayo) but i have to to get a good grade in this class...i know how to write but i admit writing for newspapers is not so easy. All the leads, nd beats and stuff like that. I plan to get an A in this class so that i can get a scholarship. My brother has to come to this school. Because of me, he cant go to any university.....i really hope i get dis scholarship.